Blackjack.

okay people.

i've packed my bags and i'm moving. to where? to xanga! cos i'm tired of blogger hahaha. :D

go here;

http://xanga.com/annaryalyn

love you!

because I finally said it.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

on an entirely different note,

somebody made me smile.

because I finally said it.

Monday, February 23, 2009

paparazzi. Shaq's the photographer. :)

haha. Yana was going home and she was salam-ing everyone. cant remember the photographer for this one but Yana was funny. weird pose though.

this was the third or fourth aye Dhea? hah. Scott (was that your camera's name?) was really a pleasure to be with. i'll be sure to be there whenever Scott's there :D

******

definitely not happy with Common Test results.

not telling Mother the results, not just yet.

maybe not telling at all.

i studied, damn it.

did i study the wrong way?

and screw the careless mistakes.

i can never get that part right.

find me in the highest point in Singapore.

i'll be there.

because I finally said it.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Cheers to the greatest girlfriends in the world, ones I might not find a replacement for them.
Cheers to the almost nicest person on Earth for being there when I was lost and hurt.
Cheers to the awesome-st author in the world for making me understand life better.

*****

Mother always says hating is not Muslim. But I guess to you I could make an exception, Sassenach.

because I finally said it.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i'm feeling good, feeling good, it's a good feeling.
i'm feeling hungry, there's nothing to eat, i'm eating nothing.
i'm feeling scared, there's history tomorrow and i aint studying.

i'm feeling something, feeling something, feeling something.

*****

here's a couple of reasons why i'm loving my mother a whole lot more and why i'm feeling happy.

- mommy made a damn nice soup that i haven't had for quite some time. it's the dried thin tofu and it feels like heaven eating them :D it's some chinese soup but it awesome possum.
- mommy hugged me hard when i cried because i was too stressed with the papers and other stuffs and she told me it was okay to cry and she made me feel like a kid again and i love it. :)
- i met dear girlfriends yesterday and we spent the whole time taking funny funny pictures go here to view http://stenciledhearts.blogspot.com
- physics paper was somehow easy. because i studied like crazy. so, a round of applause for me. i deserve them.
- two more papers tomorrow and common test is over.
- my hair grew longer. i waited long.
- i just feel happy :)

so i end here. i'm exhausted. love y'all.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

currently at home.
two reasons.
sick, and there's no important lesson in school.
so i decided to stay at home and study. but now i'm taking a break. lol. been studying since after subuh. and surprisingly i finished up my Physics TYS. now i dont know what to do. heh. i think i'll end up practicing Math all over again.

common test starts tomorrow. Malay paper first. bleah. i still havent hand in Cerpen. lol. malas nak tulis.

i must/will/can get A1s for all. woah, big dream :D

because I finally said it.

Monday, February 16, 2009

:)

Will be meeting Kim in, 19 min more (time check!). and then I’m gonna drop by Eiqa’s place to return her Kamus and shorts. And then I’ll be home in no time. Ineed to rest my head. I’m so glad I was very sick Monday. I know it’s weird but if not for that, I’d be stressing over everything already. So an MC yesterday allows me to relax a little bit. Hurrah for me :D

Anyway, common test starts next week and I’m putting extra efforts. I’m tired of the Bs I got for all the subjects except math and malay no matter how much effort I put in. wth. So I’m really hoping this extra extra effort will change all the grades to A. dear God please help me. I swear I’m going jump off the highest building I can find in Choa Chu Kang since common test is the reason why I couldn’t go out with Eiqa and friends today. Bleah.

I didn’t wake up just now morning to eat medicine. I was too tired. And I forgot to bring my medicine to school either. Go away flu bug! Go disturb other people. I’m tired of you. :P

I miss the old mommy, always so relax. Screw O levels for making my mom extra naggy, extra everything. If only she’d be extra kind and let me rest the whole day or something.

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

i have some time now and i guess i'm using it for updating my blog.

well, school's tough as usual. assignments are given almost everyday. bleah. and i'm retaking Art so there's more drawings to be done. but i'm glad i can still manage it all. it's the second month now and i'm already dreading school. lol. but there's always my mommy who's been nagging, i meant, encouraging me to work hard and start now. i did though. i did start now, but i'm afraid i might get exhausted by the time O level starts. lets hope i wont.

i havent went out anywhere except once to Beach Road with Sabrina and Ez'zati. suddenly i have no life. lol. i mean, there's no time to watch tv. and my dad insist that i sleep early cos it's good for the health and so that i wont get sleepy the next day. which means i cant watch American Idol. but but but somehow i always have the time for Wrestling HAHAHAHAH. and jogging. and thats it. boo. i need sleep too. thankfully there's no eye bag so hurrah for me. :D

talked to Ain the other time over the phone. :) i'm so glad i did. there's so many things to say. but we mostly talk about my school, her course and of course, personal life. hah. Ain, i hope the appeal is successful okay? no dear, no Sports whatsoever for you :)

i'm taking a break right now actually. havent start studying at all. just got home from Lot One with Mommy. went to Libaray and met Yana! you grew btw. :P and then we head to NTUC and then we got home. i'm down with flu and my head is wheezing and i couldnt stop couching and sneezing since just now. aiyo. the sit in front of Lim Lay Yong is doomed. apparently i sat there. pfft.

training tomorrow. yay. one reason to be smiling.

thank you cos i'm forgotten.

because I finally said it.

Friday, February 06, 2009

"time has come and gone for words,
a thousand threats i've heard before
words are cheap but lies are big to take."
- JH

Nothing’s going right.

******

Not feeling the mood already.
Got 3 rivals this year, and i'm on the top of the 'Must Beat' list.
Not losing, definitely.

will be back when i feel like coming back.

love you readers.

because I finally said it.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

hello! :D

dont know why i'm feeling so happy today. maybe because both mom and dad are out and will probably be back at night? lo. plus there's no IP coaching for English today. and there's no homework. and both my sisters are in the bestest mood ever. no quarrel/fights/squabble. yay!

walk home with Silly today. lol. another reason to be happy.

anyway, i must really work hard for 2.4 km run. i mean, wth? 4 years of running i never once hit the 15 mins. (not bragging) then suddenly last week i was the fifth last runner. 19.08 mins. i swear i thought they were taunting me. bleah. nevermind. JIA YOU IZZAH! :D NAPFA test is tomorrow. i bet we're doing the stupid running again. -______________-"" anybody care to join me for running? everyday in the evening? cos thats the only time i'm free. DHEA YOU WANNA RUN WITH ME? then after that we go swimming or something? lol feeling desperate here!

ps, i think Aaron Ramsey is cute! :P

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

there's the eclipse of the sun today. i'm watching it. are you?

Dear God, can you please help me pass my exams? thats the only thing i wanted for now.

because I finally said it.

Monday, January 26, 2009

my non halal friends, Lyn and Jinyan.

happy new year :D

come to my house on Saturday for the cakes and cookies okay?

i'll make arrangements with you both again.

remember to give me some when you guys got the super fat money filled ang paos !!

love you pigs.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

can't wait for CNY. wonder how much will i get this year. :P

GONG XI GONG XI, EVERYONE!!

baking cookies for Lyn and cakes for everyone else. :D

because I finally said it.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

and so, you grew up. you're a (insert gender-man woman) now. no longer the kid with baby face that i once had a crush on. okay, maybe you still do. but you grew. i grew. everybody grew. and changed. just remeber darlin', i'll still love you like i used to once. always had, always will. that's one thing that'll never change. i love you.

because I finally said it.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I’m back from taking the bursary! Yay! I’m richer by $250 now. Haha. Met Izzat at De La Salle just now with his dad and Izzah. Omg. She grew taller. And geek-ier? That small girl I first met when she’s 6 is already in primary 4. I guess time really flies. And its flying very fast. I bet if I were to blink now I might be in the hall, sitting for my Os. Dang. I’m so not going to blink. Wait, I just did. Twice. Heh. Anyway, thank you uncle ishak for the drink and Happy Belated-by-3-days! Yeah, getting wiser but just not cleverer. What does it mean? I don’t know! Haha.

School’s tomorrow and there’s a 2 assignments that I’ve yet to get it done. Malays paper 1 and history essay. I’m actually stealing some time to update my blog. I’m suppose to find more pictures for Art. Because I’m retaking it. It’s a waste of time but the grade I got was just too much.

- I grew taller!! I was supposed to be about the same height as Nurul. But Izzat insisted that I didn’t. Sheesh.
- I have a lot of homework. Then again, who doesn’t?
- Since I grew taller, my weight decided to increase the numbers. I gained 2 kilos. I preferred to think of it as gaining 2 pounds instead.
- Kim’s having his holiday soon, that means he’ll have to entertain me more. Hurrah or what?
- Susan Leong is fun. I like her.
-I keep looking at Ashley Tan’s face even if I’m supposed to be reading or writing down notes.
- I’m tired.

i'll post up the pictures me and Izzah took when i can find my USB.

happy schooling! :)

because I finally said it.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

what on Earth has gotten into Jeff's head?
he painted his face asthough he painted it while he's asleep. it so, funny. (trying hard not to say ugly. :P)

so, school was okay just now. accompanying Lina during her recess was fun. :) we talked and talked and joked and talked somemore. and i realize that that was what i might looked like the first time i stepped into Kranji. all nerdy and lost and excited. Lina was all. but she's cute. :D honest! i hope she'll be happy in Kranji, the school she chose long before she took PSLE. walking to school with Lina tomorrow. YAY!

met Ian too! i miss him alot can? used to bump into him at the lift lobby or something. he's all tall and grew alot. but still as handsome.

i've decided not to retake art. full stop.

and, i just realize that Adnan looked like Suchao Nutnum and Nattaphong Samana mixed together. :D

still crushing on you. and more.

because I finally said it.

Monday, January 05, 2009

- Mdm Yong is my mentor.
- Mdm Normala is still my mentor, 3 years now.
- my O level art piece is being hanged at one of the walls. :/
- i'm alone, just realize everyone graduated.
- Susan Leong is my new Maths teacher.
- i'm lost in the canteen, my own school canteen.

school's starting to suck. :(

because I finally said it.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

HAPPY TURNING 17 NURUL AMIRAH!

heh heh. God bless you !

*****

tomorrow's new year, and i'm still stuck with New year resolutions. do i really need it? i think i do. but i have no iea what are the hings i have to change for next year. my eating habits? i'll just give myself more time to think about that later. ;P

will be having lunch with the oldest man in this house (in case he reads this.) at jurong point today. yay! that means i can still go around to shop for my last minute school necessities. and other small little things like, hairband or what what. and a present for Dhea and Deeyana. i'm still thinking babes. sorry.

and, for the record, i'm still mourning over the fact that Thailand lost.

still crushing on Nataporn :D

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

woke up at 11.45. can you believe it? i've never woken up that late before. God. i suppose i deserve a smack at the back of my head. anybody wishes to do that? hah!

so, currently stuck at home with Aryn. my choice. didn't want to follow mom, dad and Ann to Expo. surely it's crowded and trust me, there'll be million and one smells all mixed up. and i dont very much like that. (tell me who does?) but i dont like staying at home with Aryn too. as in, just the two of us, no no. because chances are that we'll argue about the littlest stuffs even though i tried to avoid.but till now, we're not arguing about anything yet so i hope this will stay till she gets out of the house to get something done with her ezlink card or something.

had chicken porridge for breakfast. munching on Dove chocolate now. thanks to, well, Aryn for begging mom to open the box of Dove Amicellis.

yesterday's moie with Eiqa was FUNNNNNNNN!!! honest. Bedtime Stories is a MUST WATCH! 1) its hilarious. 2) its funny. 3) you wont really stop laughing once you start laughing because its so funny that the fun never ends. haha. must watch must watch! kim help me download can? :D told ya laughing is guaranteed. IT'S ADAM SANDLER!

went to Mak Uda's blog and saw that she made cupcakes so me and Kakak joined forces and decided that WE will make cupcakes soon. real soon. get your gears ready, sis! i've got the oven heated and the mixer moving! heh.

missed watching you just now. :( will make up for it tomorrow!

GO THAILAND!!!

go nataporn. :D

because I finally said it.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

tomorrow, i'll be off to Suntec City for a movie date with dearest Eiqa. we will be watching BEDTIME STORIES!!! argh. damn it. its Adam Sandler. laughing out loud in the cinema hall is guaranteed. heh heh. sadly, Shaq. Shark and Yana can't come with us because they're working. boohoo. can you guys imagine how much i miss you guys? pfft. its okay. some other time babes!

anyway, Thailand lost 1-2. how can this happen? they'd better work hard or history will be made. go Datsakorn! go Teerathep! go Teerasil! you guys can definitely do it! and, of course, go Nataporn! :) not a fan of s'pore. sadly.

school's starting next friday and somehow i can't wait. i really want my Os to be done. and as much as i want it done, i do want it to end up good. excellent. superb. i want to go jc. and head to college. huge dream. big dream eh? but yeah. it's going to happen. hopefully. oh well. two words, study study.

tired. cant wait tomorrow. DATE!

because each time you leap, my heart does the same thing too. ;)

because I finally said it.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

WTF?!?!

i cant upload the pictures. damn it. i'm like, super eager to upload and show off the pictures i took (mostly with my prtty pretty face inside) then now cannot. what is this? i think the internet is jealus of my looks. okay, good time to puke whatever you got in your tummy. hah!

anyway, i'm back from kelantan everyone. so, i guess, if you guys wanna bring me out can lah. heh. Eiqa, i'm free and easy and i'm not broke. lets go watch movie okay? please thank you! so, uh, i dont know what to say actually. i mean, there's so many things to say but there's no pictures so i dont know what to say. get it? i know, wtf but yeah. haha.

anybody watched the AFF Suzuki Cup match between Thailand and Malaysia? yes, the one Tahi won 3-0. honestly, i think the goals Thailand scored was EASY. and somehow, i think that some of the malaysian players are stupid? no i dont have a right to say this because i'm not a soccer player myself but, its freaking obvious that they (the malaysian players) either dont know how to play or just dont know how to play. damn, they were practically giving the Thais chances to score. lol. especially the second goal. haha. funny shit laah.

then again, i had fun watching the game. i like it most when the players are cute. speaking of that, Thailand's defender NATAPORN PHANRIT is super duper extremely cute . honest. no jokes. he didn't really look like the typical Thais. nope, not at all. :) oh dear.

i think i want to end my post. because i dont wish to bore all you people with my nonsense crap. btw, somebody just told me that he is not wearing underwear and its sexy HAHAHAH. busted! :D

"If a woman doubts as to whether she should accept the man or not, she certainly ought to refuse him. If she can hesitate as to yes, she ought to say No, directly."
i think it means alot, doesn't it?

because I finally said it.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME yesterday!

well, it was awesome + fabulous even though it rained the whole day here. :( but nevermind the rain. my very first birthday wish was from Mak Uda at 0006 hrs last night. lol. so, i kinda ended up ate alot today. first, had 3 pulut bakar, my all time favorite dessert here whenever i come to Kelantan. and then ate potato chips. later i had some noodles at Noodle station with Caramel Coffee. okay. maybe not alot. but still alot. to me.

oh oh oh. thank you DHEA & ASYIKIN & AIN ZAIN & KIM for the text. i'm sorry i couldn't reply. but i did smile ever so widely reading your text. eh nenek, kau message sampai 2 kali eh? HAHA. and thank you KAK YAN & NUNU and the rest for tagging my tagboard :)

there's super duper alot of pictures that i want to post but i'll do it when i come back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOOR IZZAH ISHAK!!
i love you deary princess. God bless you. (:

*****

i miss home. i miss Shaq. i miss Yana. i miss Eiqa. i miss my bed where i'd curl up on it and cry because i just hurt someone i love or not or just simply cry because i'm angry or sad or extremely happy but whatever. i miss everyone back there. i miss the good times i had there.

i'll miss eveyone here. i'll miss Syakir the 17 year old uncle who claims he's young like WTH but hahah call me pretty again will you? (: i'll miss the arguments more. i'll miss my kampong house. i'll miss granny's soup. i'll miss grandad's jokes. i'll miss the kampong life and the kampong people and cousins and aunts and the never ending relatives. i'll miss eveything and anything here.

psst; send me texts again like we used to. because i'll miss you like a million times more. (:

because I finally said it.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

MUHAMMAD IZZAT!!!

if you're reading this, can you help me tell Mama that i'm in Kelantan and i couldn't reply her message? and also, tell her that i'm not sure about the books but i'll tell her when i come back. (she'll know what books i'm alking about.) thank you very much twin. &&& tell my little princess that i wish her Happy Birthday in advance. heh. and that i love her alot. and you too and mama and everyone else.

psst, will update the million and one pictures when i com back or when i can find the time ;D

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

yay! finally i can update my blog.

Kelantan is fun fun fun. even though i'm feeling a little giddy. :( not feeling at all well. boohoo. oh well. anyway, yesterday's celebration for Hari Raya Haji was awesome. it's like, the second time i witnessed a cow being korban (sacrificed). quite gore because blood as oozing out ALOT but i managed to go thru the whole thing without wanting to barf or anything as such. :D bravo! oh oh, syakir calls me pretty. lol.

NICK AND STARR WON THE AMAZING RACE!!! i'm so glad the jews didn't win! :P not a fan of the frat boys. definitely not. btw Asyraf, did you forget to watch it? heh.

i miss everyone back in S'pore. i missed 2C'06 outing. :( will be back on the 17th. which means i'll celebrate my birthday here in Kelantan. with my grandma and uncle. yay.

gotta run. i am sitting beside my uncle and he says that i'm wasting my time reading other people's blog. heh.

i'm not missing you. bet you don't too.

because I finally said it.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

just as i was about to properly love my life, my sisters are now cat fighting in the living room. more like wrestling the hell out of each other. and i am here not because i don't want to break them up, but because i don't want to be part of it. heh. i wont be surprise if one or both of them walked out with tears in their eyes or bruises here and there. i will be damn surprise if that doesn't happen.

way to go Aryn and Ann! that's it. punch kick. show off what we learn from the WWE dvds we had. and some classic moves Dad showed us. :D

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

So that’s the photos from Benny’s wedding. I was practically forced by Nurul to go there. Actually, I’d go there willingly but I’ll just use the word so Nurul will feel bad for forcing. Heh. Met Alyssa and Shark there at the church. The whole thing was half boring because I’ve been to one before this. But this time round, the pastor was funny. So I guess I didn’t sleep.

The four of us then headed to Causeway to have our late lunches. Nurul and Alyssa had Chicken Rice, Shark had her favorite Fried kuay teow, and I had fishball noodles. :D after that we went home. Yes the ending is pretty much boring. :P ooh ALYSSA YOU POKED MY FOREHEAD WITH YOUR FINGERNAIL!!!

Anyway, today would be the last day i'll be in Singapore. heh. will be swimming to kelantan to visit grandma and grandpa and the whole bunch of Monsters and Blossoms (my maternal cousins) and the other never ending family members of my mom. but but but i'll be back for Christmas. will reach here on probably december 18. i can't wait to leave and have a breather as much as i hate to pack my clothes into the suitcase. bummer. I'll miss my house/home whatever you wish to call it.

i am going to miss the last episode of the Amazing Race. :( i super duper cannot believe my ears and eyes when the frat boys Andrew and Dan made it to the final 3 and not Toni and Dallas. stupid shit. well i guess thats because Dallas felt disheartened after losing his passport in the cab. Lets just hope Nick and Starr will win. :D i have a feeling if Dallas won that million, he'd use the money to marry me. Oops. I was going to say Starr's name really. :P

fret not. i had Asyraf to help me watch that final episode. :) thank you so much!

Dad turns 45 on last Monday. i can't believe he's getting all old and wrinkly already. damn it. 5 more years and he'll be 50. OMG! time flies doesn't it? 4 more years and i'll be 20. and soon i'll be working and then getting married and having kids and then I'LL BE THE ONE TURNING 50 WITH PROBABLY A THOUSAND AND ONE WRINKLES! ooh. i don't want that.

life's been pretty much a bliss with some sad moments. well. thats normal i suppose. it's like, one particular day i witnessed someone tying a knot and later that day, i'm on the verge of breaking up with the someone. and then the next day things got normal back and we forgive and forget and we love again. it's funny how life can really be a roller coaster ride that goes on and on and on with probably no ending.

i guess i'm loving my life now, then again, i always do love it. i've got awesome people around me who loves to love and be loved and i love everyone of them very, very much. till here!

xoxo :)

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

this is for nurul.

DOES MY SISTER LOOK LIKE NURUL ?!?

should see Nurul's expression when she saw this picture HAHAHAH!

my big eyed niece. :)

goodness, she's practically the cutest thing i have ever seen on Earth, second to David Archuleta. HAH!

*****

For Eiqa :)

Rules & Regulations!
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1) I have a Chinese father and a Malay mom.
2) I’m lactose intolerant; I don’t consume anything with milk.
3) I hate mats. Oops.
4) I hate pills unlike Eiqa. Preferred syrups.
5) I have flat feet.
6) I can write with both left and right hands.
7) my upper torso is longer than the lower ones.
8) I have high metabolism, therefore I will hardly get fat no matter how much I eat. Yay!
9) I love watching wrestling. :D Fan of Jeff Hardy!!
10) I am forced to write that hot guys = Kim because he disagrees with Eiqa. Alahai..

currently at MacDonalds hearing Kim blabbering about a million and one things which i don't really get but me being nice, i nod my head to show that i'm actually paying attention. and he threatens to drink my Milo. YOU TRY!?!

"Maybe i wanna join this group in school that's going Nepal."

"EVEREST?"

"nooo, beside it. heh."

WTF? i was already hoping that he would actually go Everest. it'll be Cool with a capital C. heh. but no. according to him, Everest is for old retired men who are going to die soon. lol. so mean. he's still muttering. i'm so bored..

still muttering nonsense. :D

been messeging him for quite sometime now. :D

because I finally said it.

Friday, November 28, 2008

OH OH LAST POST FOR THE DAY I SWEAR I SWEAR!!!

ANN IS COMING HOME FROM BRUNEI AND I MISS HER LIKE ALOT.

CAN'T WAIT TO SLEEP WITH HER AGAIN AT NIGHT BECAUSE ARYN IS TAKING UP TOO MUCH SPACE AND SHE SLEEPS LIKE A KUNG FU MASTER AND I HATE FALLING OFF THE BED LIKE NANGKA BUSUK AND THERE'S NO ONE FOR ME TO SCARE AT NIGHT THEREFORE I MISS ANNISA' NASUHA WHO ALREADY TURNED 11 NOVEMBER 18.

going crazy because i miss my dear baby.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

here's the photos for Camp.

while the Part B girls were doing their bunk cleaning, me and the female specialists were taking pictures. haha.

my girls. :)

the current Specialists.

Geng Lin insisted that he should be inside every picture. well, he is inside this one.

overall, camp was a-okay, even though some parts were a lttle bit haywired. i never heard of a two days one night camp. this is my first. and this is the specialists' first camp that they organized too! they did a pretty much a good job, but there's always a room for improvements. haha.

the Part As are now Part Bs, and the Part Bs are now Part Cs. i'm still hoping that they'll try their best to live up to the minimum standards, because the specialists are really trying their very best to make sure they are all up to standard. oh well. as for the specialists, please don't hurt other specialists' feelings deliberately. control your temper. and don't pinpoint each others mistakes. just say it in general. i don't like you guys to fight, because later you guys won't cooperate and thats not good.

i don't know what else to say now because my brain is dead.

but i do know that i love field cooking very much even though i had to cook for Izzat because he wanted to eat something and he was hungry. i brought only one Myojo bowl, so i went to find if there's any extra instant noodles that are EDIBLE inside the log storeroom. there's 3 koka noodles, expiring on Nov 30. and Izzat being himself, decided not to care and agreed to eat them. and so he did.

went home with hakim yesterday. thank you so much for everything, including carrying my bag HAHAHAH you bag carrier!! love you plenty plenty.

thats it for now. xoxo.

psst, to you whom it may concern, thank you for making me feel alive when i was almost dead. :D appreciate it alot. love you too.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

WTF.

can't you be polite? didnt your parents teach you how to answer the phone, call people, or even ask for help? didn't they? damn. that should be the reason why she broke up with you. she told me herself btw. you deserved it. you were rude. be it girls or guys. so much for crying when you first broke up with her. i pitied you at first, but soon i decided that she did the right thing. (can you believe it, even she was sick and tired of you being rude and rude. both ex-girlfriends in fact.) i can't believe i have to put up with you. thought you were nice and very gentleman. taking back whatever i said then was a must. you're rude, egoistic and arrogant.

go and fix the way you talk.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 01.30pm
Name: ‘Izzah Amalina Ibrahim
Sisters: 2
Brothers : 0
Shoe size : 6 or 7
Height : 158cm
Where do you live : Choa Chu Kang, Singapore

Have you,

Ever been on a plane : yeah, for a trip to somewhere I can’t really remember.
Swam in the ocean : in my dreams? If beach, yes.
Fallen asleep at school : YES! Mostly in physics class. Oops.
Broken someone's heart : yes. Should ask Kim though.
Fell off your chair : yes, of course! And bed too.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : definitely.
Saved e-mails : yup, especially if it’s the loving ones.

What is your room like : it’s rectangular with things that makes a bedroom a sleeping room. Cosy.
What's right beside you : my dad’s a million and one model war aircraft. Bleah.
What is the last thing you ate : mom’s fried rice and a cookie.

Ever had,

Chicken pox : yes.
Sore throat : obviously.
Broken nose : almost broken, yes. Totally broken, no.

Do you-

Believe in love at first sight : yes. Which explains David Archuleta and Jeff Hardy.
Like picnics : YEAH I DO!!

Who was/were,

The last person you danced with : Ann before she left for Brunei.
Last made you smile : my mom. Lame joke !
You last yelled at : my mom too. Because she yelled at me since she’s in the kitchen.

Today Did You,

Talk to someone you like : yes. I texted him. (:
Kissed anyone : my mom
Get sick : normal morning sinus. But I’m perfectly fine now.
Talk to an ex : big no-no.
Miss someone : yes. My sister. Kak Eja.

Who do you really hate : erm, I don’t really hate people. I mean, I’d be angry but it’ll last for a couple of hours. I’d probably hate Trish Stratus for kissing Jeff Hardy! Haha.
Do you like your hand-writing : not really. it’s small and round.
Are your toe nails painted : was painted. Not anymore.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : mom’s and dad’s
What color shirt are you wearing now : red with little white hearts

Are you a friendly person : I guess. I kinda smile to everyone. Haha.
Do you have any pets : yes. Hamsters and fishes. I want a cat!
Do you sleep with the TV on : no. I save electricity. Heh.
What are you doing right now : munching on fried long beans that my mom made.
Can you handle the truth : yes. Even though it hurts, I will.
Are you closer to your mother or father : mother if it’s about food and school. Father if its wrestling or buying junk food.
Do you eat healthy : I do. (okay. Yeah whatever.) mom makes sure everyone in the family eats healthy.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : no. only idiots keep them.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : depends on what problem. But I usually get problems with solving maths equations so I’d go to my mom.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : I realize I’m quieter now. For some strange reasons.
Are you confident : yes. No. I don’t know. Haha.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire,

-ask first if I can be a trillionaire.
-buy myself food. Pamper myself with chocolate chip cookies.
-hire someone to clean the house so I won’t have to do it.
-bribe my mom to stop nagging. Buy my dad more model war aircrafts.
-save it. Donate it.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago,

when I was 6
-cycling along the corridor
-watching wrestling
-eating cookies
-wrestling
-singing HAHA.

5 of my bad habits

-procrastinating
-saying sorry repeatedly. (Kim thinks it rather annoying.)
-doodling.
-not hanging clothes, leaving them lying on the floor mostly
-finishing chocolates.

5 places i've lived/am living

-bukit panjang
-bukit batok
-choa chu kang
-kota bharu
-nowhere else.

5 persons to be tagged

-Aryn (for pushing me out of bed last night)
-Eja (for leaving me in Singapore)
-Shaq
-Eiqa
-Yana.

******

met kak Eja yesterday at airport. she's going to brunei too, staying at the same hotel, taking the same plane as Ann. had a hug, did some catching up. YAY!

most importantly, i made a fool of myself for screaming in the middle of the departure hall (is it?) bleah.

on an entirely different note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZ HAZIQ!!!

happy being 10. :)

because I finally said it.

Monday, November 17, 2008

my ever so beautiful sister is leaving for brunei tomorrow. damn. for an immersion trip. and she's only 11 for goodness sake! tell me its not fair. heh. anyway, yes i'm sure i'll miss her for 6 days. ): nobody to sleep with me in bed. and i hate to share my bed with Aryn because she sleeps like a kung fu master. HAHAHA. seriously! she could sleep like a kung fu master (as mantioned before), like a shrimp, like a rock, like a pig, and lastly, like a hippopotamus. WTF right? i know. sorry sis.

went swimming with my sisters yesterday. Kim could not come along because he was sick. poor baby. but but but, he's all alive and kicking today. great isn't it? :D

replies to taggers;

nurul: i was wondering where the link to your posts were, only until i was just a scroll down away. lol.
>>> haha. sleng what. as usual. :P

mak ude: WHAT???u just straighten ur hair? huwaa...i love ur curly hair..well..at least i used to..haha
>>> i know. everyone loves my curly wurly hair!

YANA: Ey, sorry about tt time. Btw, not bad ah u straighten ur hair. Heh. Eh, jgn kembang eh. Stop it. Haha
>>>it's okay. forgive and forget already. thanks!:D

fatin: I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOO~~~! here comes the sun!! hahaha. oi i love eur song. x))))))))
>>>yeah yeah. all songs also you like what sepet.

DHEA: Pretty bangs yo! ;D
>>>thank you. when shall we jog?!?! your prom is on Monday yo!

josie: bleah!!! why is my link not there... RAWR
>>>sorry dude. link you up soon!

that's it for today. loves to everyone :)

because I finally said it.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

okay, went night walking with my fellow cousins and uncles and aunts. damn tiring, i swear. but it was fun because firstl, i'm aware that while walking, i'm burning calories. secondly, its not boring because my cousins were yeah, making jokes talking all that. yay! i completed the 12km walk within 4 hours, while they took 3 weeks to complete the walk. imagine walking from dover there to vivo/henderson waves and back again !! oh, plus it's at night nd its dark and we used neon sticks and 2 torchlights. heh. FUN FUN FUN! going again tomorrow. yay!

anyway, went to Raffles City Shoping centre yesterday for a job interview. and hell i was scared. met new friends. heh. Joan Clara and Melissa! they were nervous wreck too. but hey, its our first times so we can't be blamed, can we? :P anyway, Eiqa and kim was nice to accompany me. everything went smoothly. the person who interviewed me was a damn nice lady. she smiled the whole time and explained things in full detailed. and she's pretty. not the typical chinese with colored, fake curly hair. lol. i'll get the results tomorrow. still praying hard that i might get this job. hang on. you must be wondering what job i'm sitting for. don't laugh. Sales Associate. in other words, sales girl at _______. lol.

my dad was nice enought to say that i'd probably get the job because that lady was in love with my smile. yayayayaya. nonsense only. (then again, i hope whatever he says will come true!)

met kak mirah(: in the morning. she was 45 mins late. heh. she passed me the clothes. later, she texted me saying that she's selling her never worn dorothy perkins jeans for $40!! damn. it's a must buy! :D

i'm going jogging later at 6. need to continue burning calories and lose weight. currently weighing 45kgs. aim to get 40. HAHAHA. yeah i know. retarded right? but whatever.

"Mamma mia
Here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia
Does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you

Yes I've been broken hearted

Blue since the day we parted
Why why, did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia
Now I really know
My my, I could never let you go"

so long!

because I finally said it.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

okay, so i changed the blogskin. don't please ask why. :P

haven't been updating much because the computer has been a problem to everyone in this house, including dad. &&& i put the song cos i don't know. dad sang that song one time too often when i was young. i like it. so yeah.

i'll update as soon as i can, no promises.

love you all.

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

LOOK!! NEW HAIRDO!!

lol. yeah. new one. straighter bangs, pimples covered. i like it!! :D thank you so much mommy for allowing me to get my hair straighter. even though i paid for it myself. so i guess what's left in the list is just another pierced hole on the left ear eh? yeah yeah. over your's and dad's dead body. thank you thank you so much! love you guys.

i love them all.

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i think i'm being mean now.

i don't think you should keep on posting stupid emo posts about your life and let everyone reads it. what are you finding/wanting? sympathy? damn. it's okay if you want that but hell, its almost in every post. and almost in every post has something to do with someone we both know. happen to know. you weren't talking about insertname directly but there's always this thing called inference. but whatever. your posts is still emo and everyone's wondering why. like you're telling everyone "hey some guys did some bad things that hurt my feelings and it seemed just like some guys before that guy did." thats stupid and dumb and it hurts my eyes and probably other readers. its almost everyday that an emo post comes out.

i hate emos, and i might probably hate you too. sorry, but i do. i don't fucking know what i'm talking about but you do know you get what i mean.

someone died again. god please will you bless his life now and here after? because we all love him and we want him safe in your arms. :(

because I finally said it.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

I AM 'IZZAH AMALINA IBRAHIM MUSTAFFA ABDULLAH AND SHE IS NURUL FATIN ROSLAN ABDUL JALIL SIDEK

She reminded me of us dancing together. Oh my, I can’t help but laugh thinking about those times. Let’s start when we’re small shall we? Kakak was Nenek’s first granddaughter with Atuk Mustaffa. I was the second. And we used to live together under our beloved nenek’s eyes. We grew up together, do everything together. Well, we got the same dress, blouse, shirts since it were easy to buy clothes for us then; we’re of the same size. Then after a while, Kakak moved to her own house, I continued living in Nenek’s place. But she came over almost everyday since both her parents worked, and nobody to take care of her. Poor baby.

Remember our cousin, Kak Chik’s wedding? We became flower girls and we were made to wear the same gowns and shoes. Haha. I still have the dress, somewhere inside my closet. You were 4 and I was 3, I think. But yeah, we were cuter than cute.

Oh oh oh, we grew up and do you remember the major row we had Kakak? We didn’t talk at all for 2 days I think. It was when Pak Uda got married. I was 7 and you were 8. I slept beside you at night and when I woke up you weren’t there because you were mad at me or something. I can’t remember exactly what we’re fighting over but it was long. Pretty long. After that we were okay already and we were the best of friends. Funny.

Eh you remember the singlets mama bought for us? It was identical. Mine was red, yours was blue. Remember mama’s reason for buying us that? Because she haven’t any daughters. We’re hers :D

And then PSLE came. You got 209. I was shocked I didn’t really thought I could do any better. Aha! I did, I got 228. but it’s not much use now. Oops.

And then Along got married. I was 13, you 14. he bought us the same baju kurung. We wore them, we even got the same tudung for ourselves. Remember how many people thought that I was you and you were me? Even our parents! And, remember I fall and landed on my butt on the red carpet in front of everyone. I suppose you had a good laugh.

And nothing much happen in between. Movies, shows, more wedding. The usual mundane things.

One thing both me and Kakak love is dancing and singing and laughing.. Alaah. We can dance and dance and dance sexy moves day in day out. We used to karaoke at mama’s house. Macam penyanyi handalan gitu.. :P And we can laugh like morons and just be ourselves and love each other HAHAH.

Well, last time we had same blouse, shirts, dress. Now, it’s even better I suppose! We got the same bras! 3 pairs and still counting! Haha. We’ll be like, “eh you wearing what bra eh?” it’s either the blue, the long winded or the cute flower prints! Heheh.

Kakak is belo and I love her! :)

PS: KAKAK IS STILL THE MOST SELENGER HUMAN ON EARTH BECAUSE SHE KOREK PANTAT LIKE AN EXPERT!

because I finally said it.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

KAKAK FATIN!!!

you so slenger you don't anyhow say me arr. you neneh pork! oh oh next time kiss my cheek some more, because that only shows that i'm cute. and i will kiss you back, because i'm a good girl.

i'm going to watch high school musical today with Little Ann, and Kim is coming along too! yay! He'll be carrying our bags and popcorns and drinks and probably follow us everywhere we go. it's so fun to have a butler. agree? :P thank you so much Kim. :)

i want to eat at Pizza Hut later. i want baked rice what what.. Ann will have her Hawaiian pizza, i think.

Kim's been complaining that i don't reply his tags, and Josie's. therefore they reply each other. hahaha.

end here.

xoxo.

because I finally said it.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

I need to get a job for the holidays. Part time will do. I don’t think I can work at the place Kakak used to work because she planned to continue working there too, so I obviously stand no chance. But I got 3 jobs in hand which I planned to reject 2 of it, partly because of the uniform. Other than that, because one of the job, the manager or something didn’t really like knowing that I sat for no major exams this year, and I’ll only be working with her for 2 months. But whatever, I’m not really interested in working in a pharmacy. I’m hinting something here. God knows why I asked for a job there in the first place.

I am rejecting the job to be a sales assistant at this shop because they require you to wear skirts. I don’t actually mind that, but dad does. So it’s either I get that job, wear something decent, no skirts that is or forget about the job, stay at home and dad will spoon feed me the money. I’d go with the first one.

Anyway, I’m applying for a job at the library because I don’t know what other jobs I could possibly get. Plus, library wouldn’t be too hot since its air conditioned. I also liked the uniform, but not the green. I’ll also stand a chance to probably hide Nora Roberts book that I haven’t read yet from being borrowed from some evil villains. Okay, crap. Kim insisted that I work in the library so he can keep an eye. Yeah, right. You’d be gawking. Haha! But, dad said yes to library, so I guess see me soon in the library people!

i have to go and fill my stomach and probably watch more WWE cds. :P

HAPPY HOLIDAYS COMRADES!!

ps, i love you alot. thank you :) you know what!

because I finally said it.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I bought WWE No Mercy VCD on Friday impulsively. And I got scolded by mom for doing that. I can’t help it. It was cheap, $11.90 only. Usually it’ll be like a couple of dollars more. I already buy it, watched it. So I don’t suppose she have anymore says now. But I was warned by her to never buy anything as such. Do you think I’ll listen? Odds are I’ll still do it but in another way.

Yesterday I got the biggest shock ever. Well, literally. I failed Math. Seriously, I did. 21/80, it’s almost a quarter of the total marks. What on earth is wrong with me? God only knows, I suppose. I am forced to admit I didn’t really put in heart and soul while doing that paper but hell, it wasn’t supposed to be that bad. I guess I deserved the only words mom gave me, “I don’t want to see it.” Bull. I shan’t ever let this happen; I can’t afford to do that anymore. My dad calls it bullshit.

On a positive note, since I don’t want to be sad over the whole math thing, school’s ending soon. Hurrah. Tomorrow will be the last day, and I’ll be sure to eat sambal goreng for the last time!! Haha.

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

xoxo

because I finally said it.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

no night safari. too expensive. :( oh well. there's always other ways to celebrate halloween.

anyway, Ann's birthday is coming up, and i have no idea where to bring her/buy what. damn. i always have this problem actually. i think i'll stick to the clothes since she's already big/old enough to melaram. heheh. :)

i'm so in love with this song! god knows why.

i have to go. can't believe i typed all this in five short minutes. have to run an errand and get my pay. see you all soon.

xoxo.

psst. I LOVE DAVID ARCHULETA ALOT!!

because I finally said it.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

oh btw, Night Safari, here I come raiding. :D i think..

because I finally said it.

Monday, October 13, 2008

i'm sorry i changed the blog url. it's just too long. i mean, compare izzahpizza and zizouhardytwits. it's shorter and easier to remember right? oh well.

anyway, raya's been normal, but then again it's pretty boring this year cos no raya with belos, and we always had to go home earlier since Ann have yet to sit for her end of year exams. Aryn and i are relaxing our ass off. :D gee, i think i gained quite alot. the other time i cheked i was 47 kilos and aryn was 50 kilos. OMG we were freaking out. I AM 47?!?! tell me that weighing machine is wrong and i'll give you a kiss at the cheek. damn i need to work out a little bit. i haven't been running much and i know if i were to go running, Ann can beat me. argh.

i've got fats around my tummy, at my thigh. and thank god not at my arms. sheesh. can someone please drag me off the couch, throw my books away and get me running around the track or neighbourhood? please.

i have to go. i got one last copy of Nora Roberts to finish. then i can move on to Sidney Sheldon. see you, my loves. (:

because I finally said it.

Monday, October 13, 2008

my dad's pose maintain eh? :P

the eight months apart cousin.

along and abang mamat!
their birthday cake was the hari raya cake. well, we celebrated their birthday yesterday, since their actual birthday fall on 21 sept for along, and 22 sept for abang mamat. happy being 28! bila nak kahwin? :P
(i will post their video clip soon.)

Azizah & Izzah.
my niece who's of the same age as me, but 11 months older. i suppose i'm named Izzah because she's Azizah. oh well.

abang nuur.
vain shot 1.

vain shot 2.

vain shot 3.
why the face so cramp?

i took this picture!

i took this again!

abang cik and along hailani.

me and along hailani.
he's not looking at the camera.

he didn't look at the camera again!

finally he did. :D

pak long and pak teh.
dad's eldest half/step brother and dad's eldest full brother.

pak long and me.
i love his sambal udang! makan sampai meleleh air hingus. sungguh pedas!

abang afiq and me.
last shot for the day.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. :)

Labels: flu raya

because I finally said it.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

haha funny. :)

Tomorrow is the big day! Am I glad or what? But there’s no Hari Raya spirit. At least not for me. Probably because exams are just around the corner, for my dearest ever friends. Very saddening don’t you think so? But hey people, fret not okay? Hopefully you guys will get to celebrate something even better than Hari Raya, the day you guys got your results and you guys got awesome grades, that is. Boo hoo, this year I don’t suppose I’ll ever go out for jalan-jalan with my friends. ): They are all having exams. No don’t talk to me about the N.A people. You don’t suppose I can go out with the male people right? Oh well. We’ll see.

I’ve already cleaned the house. I changed my bed sheets and the sofa cover and the cushion cover and the tissue box cover and basically everything. Haha. I even changed my room color! I painted it like, last month. I haven’t fill up the containers with the kuih-kuih yet, because later some people who are not fasting will slowly open it and pop some into their mouths. Hints. Hints. Haha. I also haven’t iron my clothes yet. Or shine my shoes. Aiyo, so many things to do, but so little time. Oh well. Come on Izzah. A little bit more! Self motivation is the best or so I heard.

Oh oh oh walked home with Arif Hakim Razani today. :D

I guess I’ll end my post here.

To all Muslim readers,
Selamat Hari Raya. Minal Aidil Wal Faizin. (:

because I finally said it.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008